ok.. this is gona sound dumb..but.. yup.. i really need prayer in the area of getting my job and pay right...(i need the money for my family stuff) so... in terms of the job.. i strongly sense this feeling that God is going to use me to redirect someone to God... i duno who.. but.. i believe this is for real.. haha=)

Its kina of funny but.. i realise that God indeed has been really speaking to each and everyone of us.. well.. and i really hope that you guys could also pray for me in the area of my growth..

Well.. to be truthful its really scary to work in this working world.. and now that the time has come for me to make personal and "huge" decisions...like what job and the pay and stuff...

ya... the other area.. maybe would be the spiritually aspects.. temtations has been really hitting me hard... and.. ya.. i must admit that for the past half year i kina gave up on God..(don't trust and depend on Him) and well... i have been really to WEB in vain.. haha.. ya.. but... i really hope to go back on track with God.. so pray for my journey... it has been really rough and draining for me.. =)

and galv's sorry but i have to say.. i really need more time for the encouragement note thingy... well i promise i'll be done before good friday.. SORRY ABT THAT.. haha=P but seriously.. i need time to get back on track=) thanks for enduring and understanding..=) also for reaching out a prayerful hand=)

Guys: i would really need as much support and encouragement from you people=) and especially in the aspects of prayer.. and thanks for opening up to me for most of you guys.. it has been really a great encouragement to me if you guys didn't know..=) okok.. thanks TMS.. thanks for the heart=)

Signing off..
Jan